discussions on being a nun and doing social service.

last friday i met my friend josa.
she was my team mate back in my previous account. we havent seen each other for like 3 months i guess.

its always been a pleasure meeting up with her and catching up with each other's stories. probably the reason why i enjoy our meetings is because we can talk about alot of things and not know that we've been talking for hours already. one time we were having a good conversation over coffee and we just had fun talking about alot of things that we didn't realize it was late already and i have to wake up really early the following day for my shift. good thing its josa's rest day..

my favorite part everytime we would meet are her stories about her mom. this time her story was like the best story that ive ever heard. ive known josa for like 9 months already and every time she would tell me stories about her mom, i always end up laughing or thinking hard about why her mom is like that.

i would see myself in josa, probably because were both Arians. we share the same views and were both lazy…hahaha

since i met her, she was already open about her plan of being a nun if by the age of 30 shes not settled with her man yet. she's been telling that to her mom. but it was just last week that my friend really started thinking about what she really wants in her life. she was just surprised by how her mom reacted when she told her about her plans. as if thats the 1st time that she heard about her plans of being a nun. her reaction was just so absurd. her mom told her that its the most foolish thing that she had ever thought of.

i cant comment much about her mom's reaction. well, we react to things differently. everything really depends on the individual.

to my friend, ill always be here for you…whichever path you want to take in the future.

still about the bill

im still upset with that bill that i got.
now im thinking of paying everything tomorrow.
i know what ill do.
ill get my paycheck 1st then go straight to the bank to pay this bill.
i dont want to see this thing lying anywhere in the house.
id probably keep this in the farthest part of the closet.

nakakaloka sa bills

just opened my credit card bill.
its been sitting on the table for a day.
i was so shocked to see how much they charged for finance charges.
i usually pay the whole balance but for some reason i did not pay everything last month.
ive worked with credit card companies and this is the 1st time i heard of a card charging you finance charge on your current charges.
thats so different from how i know credit cards work.
i was really furious and now im thinking of closing this account and just maintaining the other 2 cards that i have.
now i know what my friend told me about being careful in using credit cards.
i should have listened to her advice.

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

hello world

Hi all.
This is my first blog.
Been wanting to do this for a long time.
Im glad I finally had the chance to start one.
See yah all.