How Could An Angel Break My Heart

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

I heard here face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch may falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

this should end

was there ever a time when you still have to go to work even if ur mind is telling you to just stay home. this is not the best day for me. first of, i was not able to get enough sleep for me to last till the end of the shift. the reason why i was not able to get that much needed sleep was there were alot of things going on in my mind. ive been sleepy the whole day but i really cant go to sleep. i feel so stupid for even staying this long in this kind of relationship. i know that i shouldnt be blaming people at this time. but i just cant help doing that. i bought a new shirt yesterday and i know that i should feel good about myself but i still feel shitty inside. someone even told me that i look like im going to a party. i dont know if thats a good one or not. i think nothing would ever make me feel happy at this point. i would laugh once in a while but i know that im still hurting inside. im not sure if people would see that, i hope they dont. i dont want this blog to be filled with sad things but what can i do that's what my life is like.