…that kiss…

that was such a great kiss.
ive been looking at u the whole night.
i know ur upset with me at this point.
i just want u to know how shitty this is for me too.
its twice the disappointment that ur feeling right now.

looking at u, i can feel u want me too.
i can see the sadness in ur eyes.
and u should have seen how sad i am too.
i really wanna touch u right now.
but we both know we just cant do it right now.

i really need to touch and kiss you.
i dont know how much longer i can control myself.
we were left and now we have our chance.
u kissed me and i kissed back.
god ive been waiting for this.

that was just one hell of a great kiss.
i just cant help but ask for more.
will we ever get another chance?
yes, that chance came too quick…
…and this time its even better and longer.
 

menu bar

how would u react if ur having a fine time with ur ex and a friend and suddenly the one that ur flirting with appears right at ur side? what?!?!

this happened to me last friday. i was having some drinks with tata and cindy at menu bar, metrowalk and we were having a great time when out of nowhere yum appeared at my side. i knew she was coming but i was still shocked when i saw her standing at my side. i knew she was about to kiss me. good thing cindy was able to introduce her to tata before she can even bend and give me a kiss. earlier that day we already had plans of going out with the other guys from home depot. but just before class was finished i got a message from ta telling me to meet her so we can check one of the hotels in town. i agreed to go with her. i told the other guys that ill be back. but when i was already with tata i got a message from cindy that she doesnt want to go out with the other guys. she keeps on saying that she has a problem and that she wants to have a couple of drinks and talk about her situation. thinking that it was that bad i offered to go with her but since i was already with ta then she has to tag along. i was also aware that cindy informed some people, including yum that we were going out but i really didnt expect her to still ask her to follow us considering that this time tata is in the picture. i asked her why she did that and her reply was "im sorry anna, its just that i love tata so much". i didnt know how to react. it was really a very awkward situation for me and of course tata doesnt know all about this fling thing with yum. i didnt know if it was that obvious but tata commented that i seem to be flirting with the new girl. i had to excuse myself when i heard that. i made up a story that im having hard time breathing which is partly true. tata went with me and we walked around metrowalk. i wanted to stay away from them and just go home but that would be really obvious and tata might ask more questions so before she becomes aware of my nervousness we went back to our table. i pretended to act really cool inspite of how shitty i feel inside. i just cant wait for the night to finish.